Hello, great unknown! I haven't forgotten you.

My computer went to heaven and I don't feel comfortable totally writing on others. Here I am though. I've conquered those fears..

Um, so I guess I am going on a date with a boy from a dating site. WHAT! I don't know if I am attracted to him but I do really like his personality thus far. It's Tuesday night so if you don't hear from me after then, I died.

There's another guy, online, with potential. I've actually met him before through mutual friends.. I don't talk to those friends anymore so I think in a totally bad way that fueled my interest in him further. I thought he was really attractive when we first met.. and he seems into me thus far.

No word from Frenchie. What. The Fuck. Seriously.....

I really don't have anything exciting to report. There's been a little bit of high school drama in my life but I'm bigger than that and I won't even acknowledge it beyond this mention. It's definitely NOT worth it.

No news on the job side of things either. I've started looking at financing on the other coast and maybe it will be easier and faster. I've got to make things happen. The more I sit around and think and analyze every situation in my life time and time again, the crazier I'm getting.

I'm feeling more insecure in other aspects of life now and it sucks and I know why. Hello, it's obvious. I'm trying to keep things in perspective and thankfully I haven't dranken myself into a gutter. I will pick up the pieces ASAP. I will move on. I'm on my merry way.